The last year

This last year has been so crazy.... I don't even want to think about everything hard that has happened most of the time. Today I cant help thinking back to a year ago. I feel awe thinking about it being a year since Mabry and Loren were called home. They were such great, fun, funny girls. I wish I could heal the hurt that we all felt at their passing. I know it was worse for their friends and family than for me, but I felt the pain all their friends and classmates felt. I experienced loss of people close to me for the first time in my life. I found that I had to rely on my faith in the plan of salvation more than I'd been asked to before. Thankfully, when tested, I realized that I know its true. I have every confidence that Mabry, Loren, and Brody are not gone forever, they have moved on to the next phase of existence. I miss them, and will continue to do so until I get to see them again. I thank Heavenly Father for their presence in my life, for all they taught me, for all the students as West Jefferson taught me. I will never forget them.

DAY 30!!!

The last day is of someone you miss. I have lots of people that I wish I could see more. But my BFF Alyssa and her family are going to be my photos. They are awesome.

I love my Emmitt FouFou !

Mom, Liz, Emmitt and I went to the Aquatic Center in Pocatello last week. It was so much fun! Emmitt is really funny about the water. He doesn't like shallow water but is mostly good in the deeper water (of course being held by his mommy or aunt suzi or grandma etc.). I love his bathing suit, it matches his buddy, Landen Royer. I will get the pictures of me and the boys at the pool in Idaho Falls.

Day 29 A pic that makes me smile

day 28

Something I'm afraid of... I have an irrational fear of sharks. Irrational because I don't live near an ocean so I can go swimming where there are sharks. I have crazy dreams about there being one that I cant see in a pool that I am swimming in.

DAY 27

Me and a family member.... Decided to do one with a few. L-R. Daleen, Abrie, Liz, Me and mom. We took this in Rexburg before we all left. Dee and her family moved to TX, Mom and I are in wisconsin, and Liz is actually moving back to the burg. Gotta love smith park